Sunday, November 22, 2015

day fifty-six

today i want to say is hard and talk about how much i want to hold you
then remember that i was four hours ago and to calm calm down

i am beginning to panic
about the 22 days left
until i go

tears fall 
without warning
as i plug in my laptop

i thought you would still be here
i thought i would get to talk to you about life
choices

i am so so scared. so so nervous.

and shaky
and tears pop out of my eyes again
as i put away the vacuum.

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