Thursday, December 17, 2015

day eighty-one : please (come back to / wait for) me

it has been
a hard day

i stared at the clock
between 4:30 and 5:30 p.m.
6:00 and 7:00
trying to calm myself down
panic rising through me
sitting at the dining room table, on the couch, on the bathroom floor

i remember you telling me to breathe
i want to be strong
tears are falling and i am trying to be strong and it is getting harder to breath and
my chest moves
from convex to concave
and i become so scared of the
v
a
s
t

v
a
s
t

v

a

s

t

amount
of time

please remember me
please don't forget me

please let me come back to you, okay?
okay?




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