my mother next to me made me clench
my father's hands brushing mine as he grabbed a cable from me, tensed shoulders and neck
my stomach is so incredibly tight nothing but liquid will go down it
so i blended banana with soymilk
because i know i have to eat something
if i'm gonna get better i have to stop being so dramatic with food and g e t o v e r i t.
i am translating spanish into english and
editing a german clamping equipment catalogue for my father
i think he is trying to keep me from thinking about my sadness
as well as garnering more free time
try to keep the smooth and unclench
tasks for now
i felt a tap on my shoulder
was it you?
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