Tuesday, May 10, 2016

day two hundred and twenty-five : its not a fight within me anymore

if i was running alone
i would’ve stopped
the pain in the stomach
does it for me

he is a runner
national championship something or other
he is not stopping
anytime soon

it is an odd feeling because
i’ve never just,
kept,
running before.

i am a sprinter.
fast, everything, completely.
walk, arms above head breathing-
and again- fast, no periphery, locked, straight stare.

it can’t last long
leaps.

on 学園通り
for the second time
i am about to say
i have to stop

but he is pivoting
"we have five minutes.
wanna turn around and go back past the park?"
 "sure."

jogging uphill
is hard.
something about that
makes me want to keep going.

then flat land, rain, wind
a japanese woman with an umbrella
cars pulling away from a gym
sergio and i created our own

"last uphill!" he shouts.
it is a moment of everything,
i know every step means more than my shoes hitting the puddled sidewalk.
its not a fight within me anymore
because i know i'll make it.

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