could i please maybe i'm done with the body issue thing

i watched game 6
of the nba finals
girls
cheerleaders
then
guys
breakdancers came on
and the moves
i could some
others, in time

i want that so bad
capoeira like
then i was happy
i wanted something

something within me, in time.
not a person or thing

i might need
to be stronger than i am now
and my body might have to get
a little bulkier
a little
heavier

but