i must get back to how i was before
when even days i didnt feel like saying something, writing
when stomach hurt or brain didn't work
i still did
i love cosain
what it is now
i love our volunteer group
and virginia
i like doing it all
but
it's definitely not as fun
without you.
at 1 p.m.
as we started digging into ourselves
i thought
i need to run away
but i stayed.
two minutes, four, eight minutes later
the same thought.
but i stayed.
it helped.
i could end this poesy two different ways:
"but i know it would've been nicer
with you there"
or
"and it was ok
then
by myself"
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