i am so tired
i have been back sore
ache limbs
over a week
fluctuating in place and intensity

i need to
copy messages
write space emails
write volunteers emails
draw dailies
sort pile
process panic attack
journal me
journal improvement/introspective things
process youme
arrange meet ups
two month album
two month check-in
mediatate/breathe
stretch out me

all for tomorrow

the one things i won't put off
is my care for you