everyone eats and smiles and laughs and talks

even 3 of my 4 housemates

there is a sadness in my belly but i knew it would be there

so that helps a bit

it's been there for a month

so i'm used to it a bit

i think, i am healthy

this is good for me

other people

continuing on

even though

you aren't here

but

when everyone leaves

i still cry

i know that whole

concentrate on what you have thing

working on