no but really actually fuck
cause last friday then
yeah
what the hell
then
yes
falls right into the pattern
feckin cobblestone that feckin pattern
of two, three days before the menstuation i get
bad
mad
well hell
last friday i thought
hell what the fuck why why why
and then sleeping in the park because why the fuck am i this

clockwork

two days later
blood pours out of me
one. whole. feckin. week. early.
a.g.a.i.n.

and i was fine when it came less
but dear lord i will not one third of my life despair
one third pain
one third dancing
nonono