you emailed me
i can't even begin to write back
i try to think and all is a block
i hadn't even responded to your second email yet
i know this is a different kind
a "work" email
where we are different versions of ourselves
but even with all that
i can't type
a thing
it is too much
too fast
i can't even wash your sweatshirt without a three minute breathing calming
i can't take out your letter
to put by my bed
everything in the suitcase
i haven't unpacked is
everything you touched
it is all
of us
please just wait
please don't get upset i haven't emailed you back yet
it is all
still
so much
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