she says she always wears a mask
that she doesn't have to around me,
in my apartment
"I love it here!
shoujiki."
She looks at me smiling and says
"I need to surround myself with positive person."
she is talking about me
I am the positive person she wants around to improve her quality of life
I'm sorry can I say that again
I am the positive person she wants around to improve her quality of life
I present a nicety of a smile, touched but suddenly
solemn
excuse myself a few meters away to the "kitchen"
but there's a door
it is that it's beautiful, and kind
it's that it could possibly actually be true
that I am fun/nice/enjoyable to have around
that I am positive
that I might... make things better for a person
it is that it is piercingly cruel
that someone shook the globe too fiercely
that such words come
from such wrong lips
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