goodnight, thomas

i'd really like

to call to say
goodnight
to hear you say

goodnight

but-

maybe it's because

i was falling asleep in that chair

i felt oddly fine

drifting in public

i felt safe

surrounded by friends.

you there

in case i did fall into a deep sleep

i'd be ok.

i forgot i had couchsurfers

so after we said goodbye

i have to become awake

i heat soup and bread

bake a cake

drink tea and coffee and serve and chat and smile and social

now bed

reverie

you feel closer to me tonight than other nights

maybe because i started to sleep while you were two meters from me

i'm gonna try to 

revisit that position, that time

now.

i'd really like

to call to hear you say

goodnight

to say 

goodnight



it's ok
i think of walking
with you.

i wonder how
your evening went